dress to impress?? i dress to repress #boymoding

honestly wish i could have a lib phase again, i miss being so incredibly ignorant i could think that kamala and her potential VPs are good people and not you know . politicians.

i get so , so sad seeing trans women using 4chan speak to belittle themselves and put shit like “manmoder” and “will never be a woman” in their bios . they judge themselves in such scathingly sharp ways and get lost in cycles of this self loathing hate train . i hate seeing channer transfems comment under pictures of people who pass , saying “i dont look like you i need to off myself” or “you have it easy in life , passoid , you do not deserve to complain abt being trans”

this is why i hate 4chan so much . it infects trans people with this vitriolic self-hatred that turns into them just being activley transphobic to other people while tearing themselves apart . it’s self harm . people make the fact that they ( in their own opinion) dont pass their whole persona , it’s all they talk about . it’s like an obsession with blind self-hatred .

and when i see someone like this , i want to distance myself . i dont want to leave people like this alone , i want to help them , but this constant stream of negativity is too much for anyone to handle , including the person spurring on said negativity . i hate what this sort of culture has done to so many trans girls who just do not deserve to be in this infinite rut , it’s horrible to see

timeline of events:
>mastodon users decide to collectively raise $300,000 for Kamala Harris
>the protest: poor, homeless, disabled etc trans folks with fundraisers decide to raid their hashtag, pointing out that $300,000 is a completely meaningless amount when she has over a hundred million, but it would be a huge amount of money if given to people who actually need it to survive
>poors get derided as trauma porn slop, homeowners association gets angry
>many people participating in the protest were POC, and even every white person I saw doing it also explicitly mentioned that black trans women need it the most
>some admins who don't seem to know what's going on with all this get a bunch of reports about trans girls, some of whom have anime profile pictures, and conclude from this by some logic(?) that it has to do with "white trans women" being channers