i dont mean this in a mean way but like , i’m glad im not like this anymore . Current ellie feels a lot more ellie than this creature did . that felt like , idk …. forced cuteness . n i look back at it and think “holy shit i was annoying” . now i’m an Authentic Weird Girl ❤️‍🩹 i’m ELLIE !!!!!!!!!!!! and that’s awesome !!!!!!!!

@ellie i remember you posting you want a girl to reload you like a revolver

@atlrvrse well ok that’s based that’s still true today

@ellie if that were how you really were there would be no problem with it tho :3 you being you is best whether its silly typing or not, just so long as its authentic. glad youre feeling better about how you are in the present!!!

@h thas the Thing do it didnt rlly feel like myself … like i look back at these posts and think “wow i was trying so hard to be the most normal r/eggirl meme consuming trans girl there is” KJDFHGJDHFGKJDFH

i was having fun n all but i still hadn’t really found myself back then . but i have now

@ellie yeah i got what you meant im just saying theres nothing inherently wrong with being like how you were IF that was authentic (but of course in your case it wasnt) !!!